Passports, hostels and a recital

What do these three things have in common? Weeeellll,let me tell you. They are all part of the cyclone that makes up my life right now. Yup. Only about six more weeks left of my Junior year. Scary. Grad school is looming! I'm trying to be positive, but I sure do feel old. So, I started working out again and eating salads...yuck...and you know, trying to regain my youthful "glow" as I like to call it. I told my Mom I was loosing my youthful bloom...she laughed at me...sad day.
I've decided I want to learn to play basketball, even if my attempts cause people to collapse on the floor in convulsions of laughter, I still want to try. You know I think the problem with very selfconcious people is that they think to much of themselves. Ok, so that seems ridiculous, usually selfconcious or insecure people don't think enough of themselves right? Well, someone who is afraid of doing something because of what other people may think is assuming that other people will be watching them , assuming that (in a way) the world revolves around them. Seems far fetched but I think this idea may be quite valid. I should just assume no one is watching and no one cares, I mean to some extent, so I can take chances and not care what others may think. Hmmm, that was a tangent, But it made perfect sense in my head... Of to write my awesome paper on electro-acoustic music developments in Europe!! No, really it's cool!